Have you ever self-harmed in a rage?

There was recently an incident in which my mother was yelling at me and I got so hysterical that I just had to cut. I ran into the bathroom, grabbed the razor, and Immediately began cutting my upper thigh quickly and violently, and as deep as possible. I didn't even press it against my skin and glide it across slowly as I usually do. I just very quickly pushed down and cut quickly. I got about 15-20 cuts out of the incident. My whole upper thigh swelled and I couldn't even walk the next day because of the pain. It's been nearly a month and a half and they are still a deep red color although they have healed over and gotten long past the "scabbing" stage. I am currently a week free of self-harm, but was wondering if anyone else has ever violently cut themselves as I did in a rage?